Rest in peace

Either kill me or allow me to survive
For I cannot live like a hollow soul
With memories turned into nightmares
And myself turned into a burning log
How long can I stop myself from flooding from this grief
For I have truly loved and lost in a matter of weeks
Hollow sympathies from you I don't want
For this pain is only and only mine
Nights are sleepless, days are tormenting
But still the blame is on me
For I failed miserably......
Think of your angel as a demon now
And just pray for him "To rest in peace"

-Sunny Gusain